To day was day two
back at work. It was nice to get back at
it again, after so long away.
My first day back I
was also on call! Which is a long way to
start a day. I rounded on a few of
Lisa's patients in the morning, and then had a small rest before late morning, and again before afternoon
clinic. I was back in the under 5 year
old clinic, PMI, and admitted patient after patient. Definitely more than I sent home! But, that is the way the system is
designed. The first stop is to gather
pertinent information including weight and temperature, as nearly every
medication is based on weight in kids, and so many kids with malaria have
fever! Then, two other well trained guys
(I'm not sure of their title, but perhaps they are "screeners" see
the patients.) The recognize and can
treatment many common complaints according to the protocol. The ones that need admission, or the derm
cases, or the complicated cases get a little note that says, "see
dr." And then they become the
admission, or the baffling derm case or the next severely malnourished kid, or
the nephrotic syndrome...
For the first time,
I had a patient I walked up to the wards to try to hasten the process. I listened to a faint heart beat in the
clinic, and even fainter heartbeat over in the hospital, and the third time I
listened, silence. There was no
wailing. Tears and strain were obvious
on mom's face, dad made a phone call and they picked up their child, slung him
on mom's back, and they were out the door.
The child had severe anemia from malaria, and the conjunctiva were the
whitest I'd yet seen. Even with a
transfusion stat, I'm not sure it would have been enough. As it was, nothing was enough. We were too late.
There were some
borderline sick kids I sent to get labs before making a final determination on
whether or not they needed to be admitted (mostly based on whether or not they
would need a blood transfusion.) After
the lab closed, they were all sent back to clinic. Most of those needed admission, just to get
the labs drawn and the blood donation and transfusion process started.
While we still had
probably 30 kids to see in clinic, I was sent up to the ER to handle the
emergencies, since I was on call. I
admitted patient after patient after patient.
At 9:30, the coast was finally clear, and I made my way home to gather
my laundry off the line, and find something to eat! Good think I had practiced not eating for so
most of the past two weeks! (Joking,
kind of…)
Throughout the
night, about every 2 hours, I had another phone call. One was a 60 year old with hematemesis
(vomiting blood). I questioned whether
or not it was hemoptysis (spitting blood) because I only ever saw her spitting,
and no blood. After asking her to
breathe deeply to listen to her lungs, the vomiting blood began, and within a
few minutes she had produced about 500
ml of bright red blood. I wrote for a
hematocrit, but that wouldn't be done until morning. There are no IV H2 or PPIs, and not even the
oral meds would be available till the morning when the pharmacy opened. I couldn't give her blood, or a PPI drip, or
octreotide or vasopressin. I could give
her IV fluids, keep her NPO, and try to control her vomiting and cough with
metoclopramide and phenergan. When I
checked on her this morning, she was resting, and had no further vomiting. Part of the difficulty is knowing the
diagnosis and source. Was it a ulcer
that eroded a blood vessel, a pulmonary process, cancer? We may never know. 100% of the population here has H. pylori by
the age of 5, likely by the age of 2. It
is a bacteria that protects itself from the acidity of the stomach with a
clever lining, and goes about its business of eroding through the stomach wall,
sometimes into blood vessels that lay beyond.
Most likely this was the source.
We treat these patients who are bleeding for H. pylori. The treatment with four medications is too
costly to treat everyone who has H. pylori present (which is everyone) and
would need to be repeated frequently.
After that urgent
call I wasn't even able to fall asleep before the next came in - a baby with
pneumonia. The baby was using every
muscle possible to help get air in, and the lungs sounded horrible. After covering the bases with antibiotics and
malaria treatment, and increasing the oxygen by nasal cannula to 5 L/minute, I
knew I had done what I could for the night.
The baby was working way to hard, but was holding his own. This
morning, the oxygen requirements were down minimally, but still
tremendous effort was being exerted just to breathe. This afternoon, I went by and the oxygen was
at 2.5 Liters. I should not have taken
that as a reassuring sign and should have rechecked the saturation. The next time I came by, the bed was empty
and the chart was in the pile of death certificates to sign.
Such hard, hard work. In Love, you do it. For Love, you do it. And you do it wonderfully, because it matters not the outcome...it was that you did it, and that you did it with the intent to do this hard work in Love. Well done, dear Marta. Remember, it is always the process, not the goal. Goals are nice. Happy outcomes are nice. But where the joy is is in the intent...
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